I want to make a note here that my post has some pictures that might be upsetting for some people, but I wanted to show just how brave Baby Quinn really is, and I feel that his pictures really show that.
A few weeks ago, I posted about my visit with to my cousins’ to meet our newest family edition, Quinn Daniel. What a sweetheart! I had already forgotten how small a newborn baby is! At the time, Quinn was having some breathing troubles, and a few days after our visit we learned he had ventricular septal defect (VSD) and patent foramen ovale (PFO), or more commonly known as a hole in his heart.
The idea of a hole in your heart sounds horrifying, but it actually refers to a large gap between the main pumping chambers of the heart (not an actual hole in the organ itself). VSD is a separation in the lower chambers, and PFO is a separation in the upper chambers. VSD is the most common type of congenital heart defect, and it effects about 1 in every 500 infants. The condition can over work the heart and cause blood to flow around the hole. This causes fluid to get into the lungs, thus causing respiratory failure.
Respiratory failure is very common with VSD and happened to Quinn. There are many ways to treat VSD, and at first medications were used to try to help Quinn. He took the IV like a champ and let the medication do its job. However after some time passed it was finally determined that the medication was not enough, and he needed to have open heart surgery. Open heart surgery, on a newborn.
Quinn had no idea how strong and brave he really was. Quinn let doctors fix his tiny heart in a 5 hour surgery with 2 hours for the procedure. Because Quinn had to go on bypass, the surgery took longer than average. A Gore-Tex™ patch was used to close the VSD and PFO. Gore-Tex™ is a very strong woven fabric material that will eventually be grown over by Quinn’s own heart cells and become part of his heart. The surgery was the most frightening part of his experience, but it was far from over.
This is Quinn just out of surgery. It’s an image that still haunts his mom, but she wanted to share to completely show his journey to health. He’s come a long way since this photo!
In order to check if Quinn was getting enough oxygen after surgery, he had 3 IVs: 2 lines and 1 arterial line to draw blood to check the gases several timed a day. All the blood drawing caused Quinn to become anemic. His ventilator tube inflamed his throat. He needed to be intubated twice because his swollen throat caused the first attempt at extubation to fail. Because of the complications with the first failed extubation, he was sedated and on narcotics for so much longer than expected, and thus he had to be on methadone for three weeks to ease his body back to normal.
All these complications prolonged his stay at the hospital. Quinn bravely recovered, and for over a week without being allowed to have his parents snuggle him for comfort.
Most of us will never have to go through that kind of procedure, but if we do, we are fully aware of the procedure, the potential effects, and what exactly is happening to us. We know that having any kind of surgery, especially one on our heart, would be terrifying. But Little Quinn had no idea. All he knew was that he came into this world and breathing was a bit hard. He went to the hospital with his Momma and Poppa, and because they was brave enough to allow it, Doctors administered IV medications to him, hooked his tiny body up to a ventilator, and eventually performed a surgery I know many adults would rather avoid than deal with themselves.
He did it all and is now getting stronger and healthier every day. Most people will never have to endure heart surgery, and yet Quinn has endured it within 2 Months of his life! That kind of strength should be celebrated! He has no idea of his strength. He is everyone’s teeny tiny superhero!
He isn’t the only superhero though. My cousins Maggie and Ryan also have no idea how strong they are. Quinn was in the hospital for 20 days, but they comforted their baby while he was poked, prodded, and monitored. I asked Maggie how she was doing, and she told me she could barely keep it together and stop crying because she was so nervous.
I can’t imagine what she was going through, but to be anything but on the verge of breakdown is incomprehensible. It’s so easy for to say “it’s a common procedure” or “the doctor’s have seen this so many times.” But when your baby is sick, it doesn’t matter. Your mind instantly goes to the “what if” part of your brain, and you will give anything to take the place of your baby.
So I told her it was her job to be nervous. It’s everyone else’s job to be calm and comfort you. It works two ways. On the one hand, how bad would it be if everyone else was a nervous wreck? It’d make Mommy’s nerves 1000x worse! On the other, it’s great to be reminded of how everything is going to be OK, even if the mommy part of your brain will worry anyway. A mom’s job is to worry on the inside while kissing her baby to comfort him.
Quinn’s parents did keep it together, and they have nurtured and loved him to the point of healing. He has since visited us twice, has gained lots of weight, and rocks a really bad ass scar.
He still has some hurdles to jump, but with parents like his, I know he’ll soar.
VSD is just one type of congenital heart defect (CHD), but CHDs are the most common birth defects in the USA. According to The Children’s Heart Foundation, a child is born every 15 minutes with a CHD! That’s 1 in 100 births. As common as the conditions are, there is little funding for research. Visit http://childrensheartfoundation.org/ to learn about the conditions, the foundation, and if you can, to donate.
